I have ALWAYS been truly terrible at keeping track of my cycle. You could image how this would complicate things. When we were trying to get pregnant or trying to plan a trip, figuring out why my mood swings were so extreme, you know living life. Always counting backwards from the last date I remember (which isn’t always the last month – ha). I just can’t seem to retain all of the information I am suppose to remember. I seem to loose my mind trying to keep track of my cycle. But HEY! There’s an app for that!
Let me ask you a question. Have you ever opened something and you couldn’t turn it off again? Let me give you an example, let’s say you turned on a tap, you wanted just a little water. However, the tap had other plans, it opened right up! Couldn’t turn it off. All you can do it wait for the water to run its course. Wait. That’s all you can do. If you tried to turn the tap off by other means, it created more pressure, causing more problems. If you tried to catch all the water, it made a bigger mess because the weight was too much so you could do was wait.
How am I going to clean this up? I should have never been thirsty. I hope no one notices this mess. If I leave the house will they know, will they see the water marks?
This is how I have been feeling lately, only replace water with anxiety. Continue reading
I woke up with an ear infection! YAY – said no one ever.
Do you ever have those moments in life where you question everything? You question if the choices you’re making are the right ones? The things you tell your kids, and then do they grasp a bit of what you’ve explained. You question career choices, the food you bought, the shoes you’re wearing. I mean EVERYTHING. You question your fears and worries, are they stupid? Then you question if you should be worrying over your fears and worries… yes, I am currently there. Silly all of it I know, yet, I still do it.
I have these moments all the time. I am having them frequently in this current moment in my life. I think it’s because my maternity leave is coming to an end.
I love products that are good for me and my family. I don’t know about you but I feel that I’s getting harder and hard to find products that are safe for my family. So many recalls, so many lawsuits, so many toxins being put into our bodies. We love in a very consumable world, use, toss repeat. It’s hard to find quality items, it’s even more rare to find quality items that are made with love and care.
This summer I turn 30! I am really looking forward to a new decade. My 20s were fun, I learnt a lot, experienced the good, the bad and the ugly. I did a lot of growing up. Self discovery had a big year. I married my best friend and together we made two adorably goofy children. We took a house and turned it into a home. Goals were made, and goals were crushed. Now it is time for a new decade, new goals and new adventure.
With 30 fast approaching, I have noticed something… I’m falling apart.